High Hopes..

Friday, November 30, 2007

Mit him on thursdae... Had lunch wit him.. haahs... It was dame swit la... Hmm.. How i wish it cld alwaes b like tat.. I juz pray 4 d best... I reali love u B... I can't fall in love animore.. Onli u cld make me... N i onli fall in love wit u.... Onli u.... Hmm... I wish u all d best aite.. THnx 4 everything tat u haf done 4 me... Mukas! i will b waiting... I will never give up..

Onli Euu..

Thursday, November 22, 2007

We had a big fite yesterdae... Over a dame thing... Hmm.... U looked into my eyes n sae tat u want me out of ur life 4eva... I was dame broken.. Dame hurt.. i Reali want 2 end my lyfe... Cos i dun c any reason 4 me 2 continue living.. I live each dae cos of U... Cos of u BAby! U're everyting 2 me... It hurts me more seeing her photo on ur wallpaper n screeensaver.. i can c how much u love her too...Later tat nyte..U called me.. U told me tat u're dame hurt seeing tat msg... U told me u wanna gt bck 2 me.. Bt u juz can't... U love me... U want spent tyme wit me.. U cried.. It juz make me cry.. Bt i hold... i din wan u 2 c me cry.. I gotta b strong 4 u... U din wan 2 hurt her d wae u hurt me.. I understand all tat.. I reali do... Hmm... Plish Baby... I onli love u... I mishu more n more eachh dae.. I can c how much she loves u... I cant make myself face tat... i just can't... I admit i did date a guy.. But i just cant... U're d onli ne in my mind n heart... i juz can't move on... I CAN"T....... My heart is closed.. Its onli 4 u... Baby... Plish juz ket me b tis wae... I wanna wait 4 u... i love u oNLI.....
I wil alwaes b waiting...
Months? Years? I wil wait...
I wil alwaes love u...
Onli u!!!
I mean it!
I love u Baby....

When IT was Me....

Monday, November 19, 2007

She got coloured eyes.. ANd Long hair all down her back..Cadilliac truck.. So the hell what.. What's so special abt tat..And i guess she alright's if perfection is what u like... OOoh ooh.. Im nt jealous no i'm nt..I juz want everyting tat she got..You look at her so amazed.. I remember way back when u used to look at me tat wae.. Tell me wat makes her much better than me.. Wat makes her juz everything that i can never be... What makes her your every dream n fantasy.. Because I can't remember wen i was me..And now you don't feel d same.. I remember u used to kiss my forehead everytyme b4 u leave.. OOoh ooh.. Im nt jealous no i'm nt..I juz want everyting tat she got..You look at her so amazed.. I remember way back when u used to look at me tat wae.. Tell me wat makes her much better than me.. Wat makes her juz everything that i can never be... What makes her your every dream n fantasy.. Because I can't remember wen i was me..That made u smile.. that make u laugh...Me that made u happier than u could ever be..That was ur world.. Ur perfect girl.. Nothing abt me has chnaged.. Tht's y i'm here wondering..Wat makes her juz everything that i can never be... What makes her your every dream n fantasy..
I wil alwaes love u no matter wat..
no one could replc u in my haert..
I'll alwaes b waiting Hubby..

AloNe..

Friday, November 16, 2007

U called me on thursdae nite.. telling me tat u going away til sundae.. Hmm... felt so sad abt tat.. Hmm.. Can't slip tat well tat nyte.. D next dae i woke up early in d morning.. Juz couldn't slip at all...U called me abt 7 lus in d morning.. Teling me tat u going out soon.... I felt so sad.. Din wan u 2 go at all.. i gnna mish u alot... Wen u were in d car.. U msg me... Told me tat u gnna enter soon.. U wan me 2 take gudcare of myself n eat wen u're away.. I din noe y.. TEars starts to flow down my cheeks.. Couldn't stop crying at all... Is just hard 4 me 2 let u go... U noe wat i mean.. Hmm... i tried 2 kip myslf stromg.. Bt i juz can't.. wen u were entering u msg me.. U told me tat Nt 2 cry.. U will b bck soon.. n u would msg me wen u're bck in s'pore.. hmm.... Cried more n more... I wil b waiting 4 ur return... n u sae i love u 2 me... i was hapi u said tat... bt i noe... whr i stand.. She d one in ur heart.. Nt me...
I wil alwaes b waiting...
My love 4 u nebe decrease abit pon...
In fact... It grow deeper.... muaks!
Love u Baby....

The Day...

Saturday, November 10, 2007

U mit me 2dae... WAs dame hapi tat i mit u 2dae... Mish u dame alot okie... Hmmm... Was such a wonderful... Nothing change... It all remain d same as it s... U kissed me... I was like on top of d world.. hahas! U played d comp... I din noe Y u wan hide things frm me abt her... I'm okie u noe... I noe u dun wan 2 hurt me... BT... Its d fact... I accept d fact nw tat i'm nt wit u animore... N she's d one in ur life... PLish dun ever do tat agian okie? I'm fine wit tat.. Reali... trust me okie...? HMm... I was dame stupid... U read my blog n found out wat i been feeling all tis while since u're out of my life... U cried after reading it... I'm so sorie B.... i Reali din mean tuuu... Bt tis d onli wae i let out my feelings.... I was looking thru ur phne... SAw pictures of u n her... Din noe y tears flow out wen i look at dem... cried alot looking at ur pics... NT HERS!!!! Mayb... i still haven't gt over u yet.. U're body s built up nw... NICE BODY! haahhhas! D hardest part was looking u walking out... I din noe y i cried... I was .... I dun noe.... U turn n hug me n kissed me.. I tried nt 2 hugged u bck... Bt.. I juz couldn't help it bt 2 hold u tight.... Din wan 2 let u go.. Bt i noe.. I haf too.... I couldn't slip a whole nyte dunnnoe y... THinking of u... THat morning... u called asking me y i'm nt aslip... Ur voice jus chheer up my dae... Hmm... I noe tat u're tired bt u still wan 2 stay up wit me... Finally u wen 2 bed... ME? Staring in d empty room... I called u cos i cldn't reply ur msg... B4 u put dwn... U sae " I LOVE U".... I was dame hopi! HAhs! Bt den u told me nt 2 put so much hope on u yet.. U're nt sure if tats d old feeling... I understand... I'm nt rushing u B... TAke ur tyme aite.... On d other hand I noe u stil got her... DUn worie.. I understand... Hmmm......
U told me 2 move on... BT i Cant... I mean yesh im trying 2 gt myself 2 accept tat i'm no longer wit u... Bt tis heart of mine jus can't stop loving u... I've made up my mine... U're d onli one... N i'm going 2 wait 4 u... WIll alwaes wait 4 u... DUn pressure urself okie... Its my decision.. Bt... I dun mind if its nt gonna happen.... Jus let me b tis wae... Plish.... I wil laweas love u B... ALWAES!!!

Memories...

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Woke up this morning... THinking of u... Still Remember all u're scheduled... Hm... U called me wen u're home yesterdae... U sound HApi... MY heart was happi 2 u u happi..... U told me... U're going 4 ur boxing competition in December... BT sadly... ITs nt in S'pore... Hmmm...I wish i could go n support u... Bt u noe it.... Even its far... I'll alwaes support as i haf did it since d 1st tyme u join... I have faith in u... B strong Baby.... N i noe... U will B a great boxer one dae (as wat u haf wish for) ...... Wish u all D bez 4 ur upcuming competition... Bring hme a medal okie... haahs...

Praying hard for things 2 b as it used 2 me....
I mish ur kises... BEfore u went hme, u would alwaes kiss my forehead...cheeks...n wil sae i luf u....
I mish ur hugs.... I mish ur touch... I feek so securedwen u're around wit me....
I mish ur laughters... Remember d tymes wen both of us laugh out loud together..
MAke jokes... I reali mish all d BAby......
Bt nw... I'm left wit nuting... Bt juz memories...
I ALWAES LOVE U!!!
TAT"S NOT GONNA CHANGE ABIT !!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

U called me yesterdae.... U sound sad... I did wat i can 4 u... I was kinda hurt wen u shouted at me... BT.... I DIN take it seriously cos i noe u're nt feeling gud... I knew u too well til ....... Hmmm....I was worried wen U r stress... BABy... U noe i'm alwaes here 4 u... CAl me..... Talk 2 me.... I hate seeing u tis way.... It hurts u noe.... I mish u more n more each dae... D wound in my heart since tat dae haf nt heal... I put a strong face in front of u.. I din wan u 2 worie... i Sound hapi wen toking 2 u... BT deep dwn.... GOd onli knows..... I alwaes pray d best 4 u... N i hope u will ALWAES BE SAFE...Remember tis song... U're nt alone... U alweas sang tat 2 me.... I"m alweas here honey...
I'll NEVER give up!
I'll b WAITING 4 u.....
U're d ONLI ONE in my hEARt....
Love u sO muCH.....
NEVER STOP LOVING U.....

HUrrray!!!!

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Todae was my las dae of O level... HAppy Sei.. HAhas!
when out wit my frewns jln raya... D dae was fun...
BT....
Tiring of cos.... haahs!
Hmmm...... FEel SoOO relax NW... Dun nid to STUDY!!!
Chiling out 4 a moment.... then go find job....
Nid money okie.....
I gonna mish mY frewns!
Hmm.....

WIsh u GUYS ALL D BEZ!

Brigthen up My Day.....

Monday, November 5, 2007

u called me... ask me how i'm doing and how my xams are... EAch tyme i hear ur voice it lighten up my day... U gave me hope! I hope we Fated 2 b togetheer...I'll alwaes b here waiting.. Even if it takes weeks,months,years.... I'll alwaes b waiting!!!
I love u Baby.... Muakssss!!!!!

thinking of euu...

Sunday, November 4, 2007

It's been week since we broke up...I can't seem to stoop thinking of euu...U're alwaes in my mind... Memories of us stil fresh in my mind... Hmmm.... Why must things turn out tiz wae... Baby, u will alwaes b in my mind n heart... NOBODY could replace u in my heart... I mish u more n more each dae... Every nyte ur face appear in my mind... D room seem so empty witout ur presence... BAby, i wil alwaes b waiting 4 euuu... I will alwaes be here waiting! Alwaes!

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