High Hopes..

Friday, November 30, 2007

Mit him on thursdae... Had lunch wit him.. haahs... It was dame swit la... Hmm.. How i wish it cld alwaes b like tat.. I juz pray 4 d best... I reali love u B... I can't fall in love animore.. Onli u cld make me... N i onli fall in love wit u.... Onli u.... Hmm... I wish u all d best aite.. THnx 4 everything tat u haf done 4 me... Mukas! i will b waiting... I will never give up..

♥ Let it Rain.
20:37

Onli Euu..

Thursday, November 22, 2007

We had a big fite yesterdae... Over a dame thing... Hmm.... U looked into my eyes n sae tat u want me out of ur life 4eva... I was dame broken.. Dame hurt.. i Reali want 2 end my lyfe... Cos i dun c any reason 4 me 2 continue living.. I live each dae cos of U... Cos of u BAby! U're everyting 2 me... It hurts me more seeing her photo on ur wallpaper n screeensaver.. i can c how much u love her too...Later tat nyte..U called me.. U told me tat u're dame hurt seeing tat msg... U told me u wanna gt bck 2 me.. Bt u juz can't... U love me... U want spent tyme wit me.. U cried.. It juz make me cry.. Bt i hold... i din wan u 2 c me cry.. I gotta b strong 4 u... U din wan 2 hurt her d wae u hurt me.. I understand all tat.. I reali do... Hmm... Plish Baby... I onli love u... I mishu more n more eachh dae.. I can c how much she loves u... I cant make myself face tat... i just can't... I admit i did date a guy.. But i just cant... U're d onli ne in my mind n heart... i juz can't move on... I CAN"T....... My heart is closed.. Its onli 4 u... Baby... Plish juz ket me b tis wae... I wanna wait 4 u... i love u oNLI.....
I wil alwaes b waiting...
Months? Years? I wil wait...
I wil alwaes love u...
Onli u!!!
I mean it!
I love u Baby....

♥ Let it Rain.
18:27

When IT was Me....

Monday, November 19, 2007

She got coloured eyes.. ANd Long hair all down her back..Cadilliac truck.. So the hell what.. What's so special abt tat..And i guess she alright's if perfection is what u like... OOoh ooh.. Im nt jealous no i'm nt..I juz want everyting tat she got..You look at her so amazed.. I remember way back when u used to look at me tat wae.. Tell me wat makes her much better than me.. Wat makes her juz everything that i can never be... What makes her your every dream n fantasy.. Because I can't remember wen i was me..And now you don't feel d same.. I remember u used to kiss my forehead everytyme b4 u leave.. OOoh ooh.. Im nt jealous no i'm nt..I juz want everyting tat she got..You look at her so amazed.. I remember way back when u used to look at me tat wae.. Tell me wat makes her much better than me.. Wat makes her juz everything that i can never be... What makes her your every dream n fantasy.. Because I can't remember wen i was me..That made u smile.. that make u laugh...Me that made u happier than u could ever be..That was ur world.. Ur perfect girl.. Nothing abt me has chnaged.. Tht's y i'm here wondering..Wat makes her juz everything that i can never be... What makes her your every dream n fantasy..
I wil alwaes love u no matter wat..
no one could replc u in my haert..
I'll alwaes b waiting Hubby..

♥ Let it Rain.
18:30

AloNe..

Friday, November 16, 2007

U called me on thursdae nite.. telling me tat u going away til sundae.. Hmm... felt so sad abt tat.. Hmm.. Can't slip tat well tat nyte.. D next dae i woke up early in d morning.. Juz couldn't slip at all...U called me abt 7 lus in d morning.. Teling me tat u going out soon.... I felt so sad.. Din wan u 2 go at all.. i gnna mish u alot... Wen u were in d car.. U msg me... Told me tat u gnna enter soon.. U wan me 2 take gudcare of myself n eat wen u're away.. I din noe y.. TEars starts to flow down my cheeks.. Couldn't stop crying at all... Is just hard 4 me 2 let u go... U noe wat i mean.. Hmm... i tried 2 kip myslf stromg.. Bt i juz can't.. wen u were entering u msg me.. U told me tat Nt 2 cry.. U will b bck soon.. n u would msg me wen u're bck in s'pore.. hmm.... Cried more n more... I wil b waiting 4 ur return... n u sae i love u 2 me... i was hapi u said tat... bt i noe... whr i stand.. She d one in ur heart.. Nt me...
I wil alwaes b waiting...
My love 4 u nebe decrease abit pon...
In fact... It grow deeper.... muaks!
Love u Baby....

♥ Let it Rain.
22:26

The Day...

Saturday, November 10, 2007

U mit me 2dae... WAs dame hapi tat i mit u 2dae... Mish u dame alot okie... Hmmm... Was such a wonderful... Nothing change... It all remain d same as it s... U kissed me... I was like on top of d world.. hahas! U played d comp... I din noe Y u wan hide things frm me abt her... I'm okie u noe... I noe u dun wan 2 hurt me... BT... Its d fact... I accept d fact nw tat i'm nt wit u animore... N she's d one in ur life... PLish dun ever do tat agian okie? I'm fine wit tat.. Reali... trust me okie...? HMm... I was dame stupid... U read my blog n found out wat i been feeling all tis while since u're out of my life... U cried after reading it... I'm so sorie B.... i Reali din mean tuuu... Bt tis d onli wae i let out my feelings.... I was looking thru ur phne... SAw pictures of u n her... Din noe y tears flow out wen i look at dem... cried alot looking at ur pics... NT HERS!!!! Mayb... i still haven't gt over u yet.. U're body s built up nw... NICE BODY! haahhhas! D hardest part was looking u walking out... I din noe y i cried... I was .... I dun noe.... U turn n hug me n kissed me.. I tried nt 2 hugged u bck... Bt.. I juz couldn't help it bt 2 hold u tight.... Din wan 2 let u go.. Bt i noe.. I haf too.... I couldn't slip a whole nyte dunnnoe y... THinking of u... THat morning... u called asking me y i'm nt aslip... Ur voice jus chheer up my dae... Hmm... I noe tat u're tired bt u still wan 2 stay up wit me... Finally u wen 2 bed... ME? Staring in d empty room... I called u cos i cldn't reply ur msg... B4 u put dwn... U sae " I LOVE U".... I was dame hopi! HAhs! Bt den u told me nt 2 put so much hope on u yet.. U're nt sure if tats d old feeling... I understand... I'm nt rushing u B... TAke ur tyme aite.... On d other hand I noe u stil got her... DUn worie.. I understand... Hmmm......
U told me 2 move on... BT i Cant... I mean yesh im trying 2 gt myself 2 accept tat i'm no longer wit u... Bt tis heart of mine jus can't stop loving u... I've made up my mine... U're d onli one... N i'm going 2 wait 4 u... WIll alwaes wait 4 u... DUn pressure urself okie... Its my decision.. Bt... I dun mind if its nt gonna happen.... Jus let me b tis wae... Plish.... I wil laweas love u B... ALWAES!!!

♥ Let it Rain.
05:36

Memories...

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Woke up this morning... THinking of u... Still Remember all u're scheduled... Hm... U called me wen u're home yesterdae... U sound HApi... MY heart was happi 2 u u happi..... U told me... U're going 4 ur boxing competition in December... BT sadly... ITs nt in S'pore... Hmmm...I wish i could go n support u... Bt u noe it.... Even its far... I'll alwaes support as i haf did it since d 1st tyme u join... I have faith in u... B strong Baby.... N i noe... U will B a great boxer one dae (as wat u haf wish for) ...... Wish u all D bez 4 ur upcuming competition... Bring hme a medal okie... haahs...

Praying hard for things 2 b as it used 2 me....
I mish ur kises... BEfore u went hme, u would alwaes kiss my forehead...cheeks...n wil sae i luf u....
I mish ur hugs.... I mish ur touch... I feek so securedwen u're around wit me....
I mish ur laughters... Remember d tymes wen both of us laugh out loud together..
MAke jokes... I reali mish all d BAby......
Bt nw... I'm left wit nuting... Bt juz memories...
I ALWAES LOVE U!!!
TAT"S NOT GONNA CHANGE ABIT !!!!!!!!!!!

♥ Let it Rain.
18:54

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

U called me yesterdae.... U sound sad... I did wat i can 4 u... I was kinda hurt wen u shouted at me... BT.... I DIN take it seriously cos i noe u're nt feeling gud... I knew u too well til ....... Hmmm....I was worried wen U r stress... BABy... U noe i'm alwaes here 4 u... CAl me..... Talk 2 me.... I hate seeing u tis way.... It hurts u noe.... I mish u more n more each dae... D wound in my heart since tat dae haf nt heal... I put a strong face in front of u.. I din wan u 2 worie... i Sound hapi wen toking 2 u... BT deep dwn.... GOd onli knows..... I alwaes pray d best 4 u... N i hope u will ALWAES BE SAFE...Remember tis song... U're nt alone... U alweas sang tat 2 me.... I"m alweas here honey...
I'll NEVER give up!
I'll b WAITING 4 u.....
U're d ONLI ONE in my hEARt....
Love u sO muCH.....
NEVER STOP LOVING U.....

♥ Let it Rain.
16:21

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